"Loneliness also has a lot of positive aspects.
laughs silently and
makes me cry
displays big dreams
Because it is good,
even in loneliness.
combines with me
Reminds me of you and
shows me how to live life
Together with that
are the things that are interred in the grave of memory.
Because even
loneliness has a lot of positive aspects.
sinks beneath the
weight of contemplation
It helps me to trust
in myself because even loneliness has a lot of positive aspects."
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I'm currently
terribly disappointed with my life.
What do I reply to
him when he claims that I am sad and that ignoring your defects is foolish and
that I am also left incomplete by treating his problems?
granting his requests
Whoever realises just
a little that the road will be built by him drags me away from myself, I'm
following it. She wants me to go on her path, the one that leads him to that.
A year has gone since
I last asked myself, "Life, how are you doing?"
For you, I'm carrying
my weight.
Do you still feel let
down? Let me know.
What have I
accomplished for you?
I hope you could understand occasionally since you and I are
both disappointed in each other.
We both find each
other upsetting, and although I try to understand, you have the right to be
upset about it now.
That I can't stand on
your parameters is, indeed, my problem.
But do you even care
about what I'm asking of you?
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Using those words, if
I may
Every memory she connected to you, every memory associated with
thing
I remain linked to
those memories and your words.
Whatever I can put in
writing about such emotions, they lose their force when they are expressed in
words.
I'm attempting to
comprehend why this person wanted to teach me about life.
You've turned into a
tool for complaining, not yourself.
Recognize what I have
learned from you,
Not from you, I'll
ask later if I get a life.
Your name is also
connected to the mountain of grief.
Oh, all I wanted in
my life was you.
Despite the heart's
sense of pessimism, there is still a yearning
Regardless of how
minor, there is no indication that you are coming.
It is my stupidity,
yet it brings me some relief because it was given to teach me a lesson that
life needs to teach.
Those who return one
day and become a part of me,
Look at the chamber
of memories I've created, which is connected to his memories and those memories
after each In other words, if I can ever say I wish.
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